Enchanting tale

Leave it to me to enter things backwards lol.  Like one who turns to the end of the book to see who does not make it so not to grow to attached to them throughout the story.  

Yes I need this enchanting tale from you probably as much as you do dear sir.  You deserve some twinkling.  You have climbed some of the most treacherous grounds to reach happiness and romance and it makes me sad to read your last few  messages.  As if you could have stayed in the stagnant waters you were in previously.  I want you to soar no matter what feathered creature it requires.  To feel your happiness and by closing my eyes seeing that mischievous sparkle in your eye would do my soul good. 

Struggling towards Light...

• I don't really want a relationship right now.  I just want to live in a house hidden from the road by grown up trees and flowers and vines.  I want everyone to just think of me in passing.  Then he arrived just as I was deciding this and I can't decide if it is not in the plan for me to be alone.  My world does seem to be more inline with the old me...the creativity is flowing like rivers.  I am trying to bottle it to save for the next drought.  When I reactivated my writing blog I was reading over some of the previous things I had written  and it was like words of another person.  I honestly couldn't believe I had written them.  It's like each story came from a certain moment, a certain breath in time that circled the room before dancing along the curtains out the window and it was gone.